I wanted to say THIS IS SO CUTE but actually it's also really sad because Jongin ;____; but I love the way you write this, little details building up from tension to release, how your story is just made up of all these wonderful physical details: their fingers entwined, Jongin's teeth digging into his bottom lip, Kyungsoo pulling Jongin's hand into his lap. They just add up to this wonderful picture of how Jongin really trusts Kyungsoo to be there for him, even when he can't be honest about his own pain. I let out a breath I didn't even know I had held when Kyungsoo actually! smiles!! as he gets on the stage. Ahhhh so wonderful, so cute. I loved it.