oh my god i know i asked for jongin-centric (and forgot about it until a couple days ago) but really i was so set to have my heart be broken and for him to leave B-BUT HE DIDNT LEAVE!!!
i love your jongin a lot, and thats saying something :( i love how he fell in such an easy rush for luhan, while chanyeol was, well, chanyeol, and that one was sadder than i expected ;; but i love how close he came to staying for kris, i almost thought he would. and how real it felt when jongin was leaving and worrying whether it was mistake aaaaaa that killed me IF THAT HADNT THE YIXING REALLY DID???? how he didnt want to get too attached but yixing just had to start something AND HE DIDNT GO BACK TO SEOUL
HE DIDNT LEAVE YIXING AAAAAAAAAAAA
my favorites ever :( This was a moment in time, one he will always remember, but it's over now. half of that is lazy mornings in Wu Fan's apartment, woken up by big hands walking up his spine and the wet press of Wu Fan's mouth. (cry i got so attached to the krai I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU ALKSFJALSKFJ) and just, how confused jongin got when it got closer and closer to the day he had to go home and yixing was asking him to stay but quietly because thats so selfish and and Jongin has never met anyone he wants to keep kissing like, all of the time, and now, here's Yixing. He's got sharp teeth and clever fingers and Jongin is so, so crazy about him. and i-im broken in such a lovely way ;~~~~~~;
how jongin chose to do what made him happy, ugh that lights me up. ive always wanted to do that, at least the traveling the world thing and maybe falling in love a couple times. ♥♥♥ its kind of weird for me but im really happy so very happy that you wrote this just for me!? like ive been following along your advent fics and all but now this one is mine i asked for this one and its everything i ever hoped for and more ;3;
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i love your jongin a lot, and thats saying something :(
i love how he fell in such an easy rush for luhan, while chanyeol was, well, chanyeol, and that one was sadder than i expected ;; but i love how close he came to staying for kris, i almost thought he would. and how real it felt when jongin was leaving and worrying whether it was mistake aaaaaa that killed me IF THAT HADNT THE YIXING REALLY DID???? how he didnt want to get too attached but yixing just had to start something AND HE DIDNT GO BACK TO SEOUL
HE DIDNT LEAVE YIXING AAAAAAAAAAAA
my favorites ever :(
This was a moment in time, one he will always remember, but it's over now.
half of that is lazy mornings in Wu Fan's apartment, woken up by big hands walking up his spine and the wet press of Wu Fan's mouth. (cry i got so attached to the krai I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU ALKSFJALSKFJ)
and just, how confused jongin got when it got closer and closer to the day he had to go home and yixing was asking him to stay but quietly because thats so selfish and and
Jongin has never met anyone he wants to keep kissing like, all of the time, and now, here's Yixing. He's got sharp teeth and clever fingers and Jongin is so, so crazy about him. and i-im broken in such a lovely way ;~~~~~~;
how jongin chose to do what made him happy, ugh that lights me up. ive always wanted to do that, at least the traveling the world thing and maybe falling in love a couple times.
♥♥♥ its kind of weird for me but im really happy so very happy that you wrote this just for me!? like ive been following along your advent fics and all but now this one is mine i asked for this one and its everything i ever hoped for and more ;3;
i love you forever kendra ;;;;;;;;