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k ([personal profile] riots) wrote2012-07-29 09:47 pm

point me toward the morning ; ficlet

Title: Point Me Toward the Morning
Author: loudestoflove
Pairing: Kai/Kyungsoo
Rating: PG
Length: 580~ words
Summary: If Jongin were to make a list of things he hated, airports would be up there. So would early mornings. Naturally, a combination of the two seems to be some kind of his own personal hell.



If Jongin were to make a list of things he hated, airports would be up there. So would early mornings. Naturally, a combination of the two seems to be some kind of his own personal hell.

It's too damn noisy. Jongin pushes his hand into his pocket and squints out at the mass of screaming fans. Joonmyun shoots him a sidelong look that he knows is supposed to be a reminder to smile, to be nice, but Jongin can't be bothered. He's exhausted and his head hurts and this is the worst part of all about this job. Waking up at an hour that should be illegal and then having to go deal with people. It's stupid. He grimaces, wrinkling up his nose and sighing.

There's a touch at his elbow. “Don't make faces,” Kyungsoo chides softly, and when Jongin turns to look at him, he's grinning, amused. “Joonmyun will never let you hear the end of it.” The gentle pressure of Kyungsoo's arm against his is like an anchor for Jongin. It's easier to bear all the noise when he's there.

“Fine,” Jongin grumbles, but the edge isn't there anymore. “I'll be good.” Kyungsoo's pleased smile makes Jongin nudge him in retaliation, but his irritation is melting away under Kyungsoo's gaze. When Kyungsoo's knuckles brush up against Jongin's, it pushes the crowd that much further away.

There has always been something about Kyungsoo that grounds Jongin. He instinctively knows when Jongin is feeling overwhelmed, knows exactly when Jongin needs the press of fingers against his side or a voice in his ear to distract him. Jongin knows that all of this, training, debut, fans, would have been a lot harder without Kyungsoo and his sharp eyes and flawless sense of timing.

Jongin's still not quite awake, thanks to a practice that ran long, and as much as he appreciates their fans, the screaming still grates on his nerves. It's Kyungsoo's voice, soft as he speaks to Joonmyun, that eases it all. Kyungsoo's eyes flick to meet Jongin's, checking in on him, and Jongin's annoyance fades. For a second, he hooks his pinky in Kyungsoo's and squeezes. The flash of happiness that crosses Kyungsoo's face is bright enough to light a city block.

Jongin tries to keep aware of his surroundings, but despite his best efforts he yawns and stumbles, barely catching himself with a hand on Kyungsoo's shoulder. Kyungsoo looks over from his conversation with their manager and smiles, dipping his head for a second to press his chin to Jongin's fingers. It sends a rush of sweet, comfortable warmth to his belly, so Jongin leaves his hand there, letting Kyungsoo lead him through the airport.

On the plane, Kyungsoo takes the seat next to Jongin automatically, offering him an earbud. Jongin shakes his head, curling up against Kyungsoo's side instead, burying his face in Kyungsoo's shoulder. It's not as comfortable as it could be, but the heat of Kyungsoo's skin and the tinny noise of music from his headphones are already lulling him into sleep.

If he's lucky, he'll catch a couple of hours on the flight. It's the only good thing about flying, really. A chance to catch up on his sleep, with no expectations. Kyungsoo rests a hand on Jongin's knee, rubbing his thumb rhythmically against his jeans as he tips his head against Jongin's. Jongin smiles, just a little, as he drifts off. Sometimes, the mornings are bearable.


[identity profile] jaerotic.livejournal.com 2012-07-30 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
;A; short but beautiful.
kaisoo is so adorable;;;;

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2012-07-30 11:49 am (UTC)(link)
thank you!

[identity profile] elaytheunicorn.livejournal.com 2012-07-30 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
ohmygod jdislsiwmxk i absolutely adore this whole thing! ; A ; the beginning really caught me and the rest of it was just so cute and perfect omfg ; ~~~~ ;
Edited 2012-07-30 05:36 (UTC)

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2012-07-30 11:49 am (UTC)(link)
thank you so much!!

[identity profile] babychannie.livejournal.com 2012-07-30 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
How adorable!! :D

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2012-07-30 11:49 am (UTC)(link)
thank you!!

[identity profile] daaiiixd.livejournal.com 2012-07-30 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
aww this is so adorable and sweet <3

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2012-07-30 11:49 am (UTC)(link)
thank you so much!!

[identity profile] athasshirabu.livejournal.com 2012-07-30 10:41 am (UTC)(link)
This. This. This.
This is just what I need when the thing about 'Kyungsoo's always there when Jongin is grumpy in aiport' been running in my head like crazy. LOL
Just curious, is this inspired by their latest pic in incheon before going to Thailand? XD
Totally filled up my kaisoo imagination,
Thanks for writing ♥

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2012-07-30 11:54 am (UTC)(link)
it is definitely inspired by these pics from incheon, yes! grumpy kai slays me. thank you so much!!

[identity profile] re-lla.livejournal.com 2012-07-30 12:40 pm (UTC)(link)
/sobbing/
cute ... and sweet ; ;
kyungsoo is so caring ~ ♡ apparently he adore & care his dongsaeng so much ; v ;
and of course jongin acknowledge this well ! ♡
kaisoo is so adorable ~♡

thank you ! ^ ^

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2012-08-01 01:52 pm (UTC)(link)
they really are! thank you so much!!

[identity profile] thatdayismine.livejournal.com 2012-08-03 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
look i'm using my ~sexy~ kyungsoo icon for you

BUT MOSTLY, KAISOO FEEEEEEEEEEEELINGS i love how easy they are with each other, i think that is the magic of their relationship that they're both pretty much willing to do anything for the other person because they are each other's fav people. and like bless kyungsoo for existing and being the most adorable and loving jongin so sincerely and being all warm and lovely and kim jongin is SO FUCKING LUCKY.

that said, grumpy brat kai is my fav, he thinks his life is so hard, it's adorable. like i just screamed at you, the end is my fav bit because ugh, cuddling on the plane and kyungsoo rubbing circles on his knee. AND JONGIN, WHY WON'T YOU JUST SLEEP IN HIS LAP.

you continue to amaze me, never stop, write me krai kbai

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2012-08-03 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
all yr icons should be sexy kyungsoo icons lbr!!!

exactly! i love that they are just so comfortable being so affectionate with each other. YOU'RE RIGHT KAI IS THE LUCKIEST kyungsoo would win all the bf awards. he's just so caring towards everyone but especially kai and it's THE VERY BEST. kyungsoo for all the everything awards.

HE WON'T SLEEP IN HIS LAP CAUSE FANS TAKE CREEPY PICS OF THEM ON PLANES :|

♥♥♥

[identity profile] starsthatlast.livejournal.com 2012-08-05 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
;~~; so well written!! My feeelsss

Thank you for sharing this!!

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2012-08-06 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
thank you so much!!

[identity profile] g-odalisque13.livejournal.com 2012-08-27 07:56 am (UTC)(link)
my kaisoo feels~

Kyungsoo looks over from his conversation with their manager and smiles, dipping his head for a second to press his chin to Jongin's fingers. It sends a rush of sweet, comfortable warmth to his belly, so Jongin leaves his hand there, letting Kyungsoo lead him through the airport.
this was absolutely perfect ♥

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2012-09-01 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
otp ♥ they're just so cute together!! thank you so much!!

[identity profile] blacknerdjade.livejournal.com 2012-09-21 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Did I NOT comment on this incredible fluffiness?!?! I didn't. I've read it three times and I haven't. Shame on me!

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2012-09-22 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
hahaha no worries!! thank you for reading!!

[identity profile] litoslaw.livejournal.com 2012-09-24 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
d'awwwww.. *melts* ;-; ♥
i really appreciate such fluffiness in the ocean of all the angsty & dramatic kaisoo fics haha

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2012-09-28 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
there are so many angsty/character death fics for kaisoo it blows my mind! i'm just doing my part to counteract that. thank you!!

[identity profile] acornmama.livejournal.com 2012-11-05 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
Sighhhhhh, that was beautiful. I love the ending best. The idea of them getting rest, any rest and being there for each other. Not expecting anything. It's okay to let Jongin sleep curled up into Kyungsoo. It is lovely to have Kyungsoo's thumb, just that little bit of him touching, soothing, lulling Jongin back to sleep. And even lovlier that Jongin knows he can find that space with Kyungsoo. Oh sigh.

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2012-11-09 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
jongin is such a sleepy puppy, i love it when the other members indulge him at the airport. i like that kyungsoo likes to look after him. thank you so much!!

[identity profile] uselessminds.livejournal.com 2012-11-10 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
hi there! i remember reading this fic months ago but i'm too shy to comment >_<
i happen to re-reading some kaisoo fics & decided to gather up some courage & comment on this perfection you made :D

i seriously LOVE this istg AJDGAJDHFKJASDGSJHDSKJ <3
it's simplicity & laid back-ness what makes this fic soooo perf <3 & it's so realistic that i'm ought to believe this might be jongin's thoughts irl :))

anyways, i'm sorry if this comment is laaaate u__u
THANK YOU for shring & writing this :D i really enjoyed this ^^

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2012-11-11 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
well i'm glad you came back and commented!! sleepy bunny jongin is my fav and he always seems so grumpy in airports, i love it. i'm glad you think it's realistic!! thank you for reading!!

[identity profile] uselessminds.livejournal.com 2012-11-11 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
no problem :D i kinda felt bad for not commenting on the fics i read especially the good ones like this fic u__u
yeah, jongin looks like a kid throwing a tantrum in airports lol XD
thank you for writing kaisoo :))

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2012-11-13 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
don't feel bad!! i'm just glad you enjoyed it.

[identity profile] widitha asmariani (from livejournal.com) 2013-01-26 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
awawawawaww this is so sweet and heartwarming ;;;
i seriouly need a break from kaisoo angst out there and am glad i find your story!
thank you ;;; REALLY ;;;

[identity profile] loudestoflove.livejournal.com 2013-01-28 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
there are a ton of angsty kaisoo around but (almost) all of mine are fluffy!! i like them best when they're being qt u____u thank you so much for reading!!